“So I'm rebuilding. And walking with God.”

I find myself rebuilding, which feels good.  I fell down there for a while.  I was suffering with the sense that things were wrong (with these times), that I was having family issues; and then my son’s dog died (I was taking care of her).  And then a calf was stillborn.   

But as I was driving one day and praying for my daughter’s stomach problem, I came to the place where it dawns that one isn’t fixing anything. That perfection is real. That perfection is real because God is perfect and all.  And today I said, “well then I want to know YOU better.”  Also, yesterday I caught a message that I am the diamond of God’s cutting.  Not that guilty incompatible one to whom nothing goes right.

So I’m rebuilding.  And walking with God.